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Forgotten JulietCh. 9: Let Me Go Lennox
Chapter 9

Let Me Go Lennox

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"Oh, Your Grace, you've already arrived."

She greeted him with a soft smile resting on her lips, as though she had been waiting for him for a long time.

It was a remarkably innocent smile for a woman who had been hiding from him all day.

"...I need to talk to you."

Lennox took her hand — firmly, without asking — and led her toward the balcony. Juliet followed without resistance, her steps calm and unhurried beside his, as though being pulled through a crowded banquet hall by the most dangerous man in the empire were the most natural thing in the world.

The night air hit them the moment they stepped outside. It was sharp, edged with frost, carrying the faint scent of snow that had not yet fallen.

Despite the cold, Juliet wore an elegant gown that bared her shoulders and the graceful line of her back. The deep blue fabric caught the moonlight and shimmered like the surface of a dark lake, a stark and almost cruel contrast against the pale white of her skin.

For some reason, the sight set his teeth on edge.

*She'd been wearing a white fur cape earlier — the one that matched this dress. So where had she left it?* The thought surfaced with an irritation that surprised even him, his gaze dropping involuntarily to the exposed line of her collarbone, the hollow of her throat, the —

He stopped himself.

Then his attention caught on the necklace.

Two rows of exquisite diamonds lay against her skin, catching light with every breath she took. Luxurious, elegant, perfectly suited to the gown. He had seen her wear it before, paired with other outfits on other evenings.

Lennox's expression hardened.

*This is not the necklace I sent her this morning.*

The realization settled over him like a cold hand pressing against his chest. He had never — not once in his life — cared what became of his gifts after they left his hands. He had never asked whether his mistresses kept them, sold them, or gave them away to their maids. It had never mattered.

But today, it mattered.

Today, it mattered enormously.

Because instead of wearing the *Tears of the Sun*, Juliet had returned it to the mansion untouched — as though it meant nothing, as though *he* meant nothing — and chosen this instead.

"I sent you a necklace this morning," Lennox said, his voice carefully neutral, deliberately feigning ignorance. "Didn't you receive it?"

"I did."

"Then where is it?"

Instead of answering, Juliet tilted her head slightly and studied him — not with defiance, but with something closer to genuine curiosity, as though she were trying to understand why *he* was asking about it.

And he knew why she looked confused. The Lennox Carlisle she knew was neither sentimental nor attentive enough to concern himself with what his mistresses did with his gifts.

"I'm asking why you didn't wear it."

The words left his mouth, and even *he* found them absurd.

The Lennox Carlisle he had always believed himself to be did not ask such questions. He did not chase after necklaces. He did not stand on balconies in the cold, interrogating a woman about jewelry, with a tightness in his chest he couldn't explain.

*Am I not behaving like an infantile child right now?*

He had always held the reins in his relationships — in *every* relationship, without exception. He never surrendered control. He never let anyone set the pace.

But a hairline crack of doubt split through the certainty.

*Was there ever a leader in this relationship at all?*

Meanwhile, the woman responsible for this uncharacteristic unraveling smiled softly and said:

"The necklace you sent me is very beautiful. Thank you for the gift."

Her tone was warm, patient — the exact tone one might use to soothe a disgruntled child.

"But it looked so luxurious and valuable that I was afraid of losing it, so I sent it back to the mansion for safekeeping. Besides, I had already chosen this dress and its accessories several weeks ago."

The answer was perfectly reasonable.

Lennox could find no fault in her logic — not a single crack he could press his irritation into. And yet the calm with which she delivered it scraped against his nerves like a blade drawn slowly across glass.

The handkerchief surfaced in his memory, unbidden.

*The one she had given him years ago. The one she had embroidered with his name, stitch by careful stitch, with her own hands.*

That handkerchief was still kept in the back of a drawer in his office desk. He had never thrown it away. He had never given it to anyone else.

And he remembered what she had said that day, with that impossibly open smile:

*"You can throw it away if you'd like. I truly don't mind. Even if you give it to someone else."*

But he hadn't.

And now — standing on a moonlit balcony with the cold biting at his skin — he wanted to seize her by the shoulders and demand: *Why don't you cherish the things I give you the way I've cherished yours?*

But Juliet spoke first.

"Your Highness."

She paused — a brief, almost imperceptible hesitation, as though she were gathering something fragile in her hands before holding it out.

"I want to ask you something."

"I'm listening."

"Do you remember what you gave me for my birthday last year?"

*Last winter?*

Lennox studied her face, puzzled by the reluctance in her voice. It was such a simple question. Why did she seem so unwilling to ask it?

"Alger's Lazurite," he answered.

To be precise, the stone had come from a mine he owned — a deposit of the rare, luminous mineral that was among the most valuable in the northern territories.

"Yes." A genuine smile broke across her face. "You remember."

She laughed — a full, honest laugh, bright and unguarded.

But Lennox sensed, with an instinct sharpened by years of reading battlefields, that this was not the answer she had been hoping for.

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"I have something for you as well."

Juliet wore a small silk pouch on her wrist — the kind that typically held a lady's fan or a vial of perfume. But what she withdrew from it looked nothing like either.

"I want to give this back to you."

"What is this?"

She held out a folded piece of paper.

Lennox took it from her hands and opened it — more out of reflex than intention.

What he saw written there made him go very still.

It was a contract. *Their* contract. The one they had signed seven years ago.

In polite society, formal agreements between partners were common enough, but they were almost exclusively associated with marriage. When Juliet had insisted on one as a condition of becoming his mistress, Lennox had found it unusual — but ultimately insignificant.

*"It doesn't mean anything to you,"* she had told him then, her expression calm and certain. *"But it means something to me."*

At the time, he had assumed the contract was financial in nature — a safeguard to ensure she would receive adequate compensation when the arrangement inevitably ended. It was a reasonable precaution. He had expected nothing less.

But what Juliet had actually requested had nothing to do with money.

The condition was strange. Disarmingly so.

He read the words again, though he already knew them by heart — or should have.

> *If one of the parties, hereinafter referred to as "A" or "B," no longer wishes to continue the relationship, said relationship must be terminated on the basis of an amicable agreement between both parties.*

*"If you find someone else, or if you want to separate for any other reason — we will part peacefully. That is my condition."*

A *peace agreement*.

It had struck him as mildly absurd at the time. What she was asking for — the only thing she was asking for — was a guarantee of a clean, civilized ending. No ugliness. No cruelty. No war.

Lennox had signed it without hesitation, because he had nothing to lose by it, and forgot about it almost immediately afterward.

It had never once occurred to him that *she* would be the one to invoke it.

"...Juliet Montague."

"Are you angry?"

Juliet looked at his face and smiled — a tender, weary thing, like the last light of a candle burning down to the wick.

Despite the smile on her lips, she looked ***tired***. Not the tiredness of a single sleepless night, but something older, deeper — the kind of exhaustion that settles into the bones over years.

"Your Lordship, it seems you had forgotten about it."

Lennox did not understand how this had happened.

He had always believed he was the one holding the strings — that when the day came, *he* would be the one to sever them. He had been so certain of this that he had never considered the alternative.

And yet here she stood, contract in hand, ending it herself.

*Then why does she look like that?*

Why did sadness cling to her expression like mist over water? Why did her eyes carry an emotion he had no name for — something raw and complicated and entirely at odds with the steadiness of her voice?

"For what reason do you want to end this?"

"Just let me go."

"Juliet."

"Haven't I been well-behaved all this time?"

"What?"

"I haven't done anything that would displease Your Grace." She paused, and something flickered at the corner of her mouth — not quite a smile, not quite a grimace. "Well... perhaps occasionally, when I had to use the butterfly without your permission."

"..."

"I've tried so hard." Her voice remained steady, but something beneath it trembled — barely, like a string pulled taut to its breaking point. "I never cried. I never caused you trouble. And besides — I'll be twenty-five next week."

Juliet's fingers rose absently to the diamond necklace at her throat, tracing its edge as though it were a rosary.

A gentle smile settled on her lips.

Lennox watched the movement of her hand, the moonlight catching on the stones, the graceful line of her neck and shoulders — and felt a current of tension coil tight in his chest, tangled inextricably with something he refused to call *longing*.

"So now," she said quietly, "I want to live a calm, normal life. Like everyone else."

"...A normal life?"

"Yes."

The word *normal* struck his ears like a foreign language — harsh, discordant, deeply unwelcome. He turned it over in his mind, examining it from every angle, and found nothing but accusation in its shape.

*Didn't it sound as though she was saying there was nothing normal about him?*

"But isn't your life normal now?"

Juliet stared at him.

For a long, breathless moment, her face was completely blank — as though she were waiting for the punchline of a joke she desperately hoped he wasn't telling.

Then she laughed.

It burst out of her — sudden, startled, almost helpless — the kind of laugh that escapes before it can be caught. She pressed her fingers to her lips, but the sound kept coming, bright and incredulous, spilling through the cracks between her fingers like water through a dam.

*Why... are you laughing?*

The laughter died the instant she saw his expression — the ice in his eyes, the dangerous stillness that had settled over his features like frost spreading across a windowpane.

"I apologize if I've offended you," she said, composing herself with visible effort. "But you don't even remotely resemble a normal person, Your Grace."

She added the next words more softly, and something in her face shifted — a shadow passing behind her eyes, brief and painful.

"To tell the truth... none of your actions can be called normal."

As she spoke, her gaze held steady — those dark eyes glowing with a soft, muted light beneath the veil of her lashes, revealing nothing. Lennox searched them for something he could read, some hint of what moved beneath the surface, and found only the gentle, impenetrable luminescence of a lantern seen through fog.

But then he remembered.

The scene from earlier that evening — Juliet standing alone in the banquet hall, her attention caught by a cluster of girls her own age. The blush on the face of the one who had just been congratulated on her engagement. The shy, radiant happiness of a woman about to be married.

The expression on Juliet's face as she had watched.

*That look.*

Now he understood what it had been.

She had been gazing at something she could not have — with the quiet, devastating hunger of a child who has lost her mother, watching another child being gathered into loving arms.

"So that's what you want," Lennox said.

"Yes."

*Getting married. Raising children. Living as everyone else does.* That was her idea of a normal life?

Lennox laughed — a short, cold sound, dry as the snap of a dead branch.

*Now I know the reason.*

The knot in his chest loosened. Not because the tension had dissolved, but because it had been replaced by something harder, something with sharper edges — the cold clarity of a man who has finally identified a problem and already knows what he intends to do about it.

"Say nothing more." His voice was quiet. Absolute. "I will give you what you want."

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Before Juliet could respond, his arm was around her shoulders, and they were moving.

He guided her out of the balcony, through the murmuring crowd of the banquet hall — which parted for them instinctively, the way a school of fish parts before a predator — and toward the palace entrance.

Juliet, bewildered by the sudden shift, walked beside him in stunned compliance. Her lips parted as though to speak, but the words didn't come — not until she saw what waited for them at the foot of the grand staircase.

His carriage. Already positioned directly before the palace doors, as though it had been expecting this exact moment.

She stopped dead.

"Your Highness!"

"The party is over."

"Lennox — *wait*. I haven't told you everything yet — !"

His name. Not his title, not his honorific — his *name*, stripped bare of every layer of formality she had maintained for seven years, torn loose by sheer desperation.

But of course, he didn't listen.

He handed her into the carriage with the practiced efficiency of a man accustomed to moving people and armies alike, shut the door firmly behind her, and turned to the coachman perched on the box.

"We are returning to the North."

"*Lennox!*"

Juliet's voice rang out from inside the carriage — sharp, frightened, stripped of every pretense — but he gave no indication that he had heard. He continued issuing instructions to the coachman with the same unshakable composure he might have used to direct a military campaign.

"Tell the household to begin preparations for departure the moment you arrive at the mansion."

"I — today, my lord?"

"Today."

Out of the corner of his eye, Lennox registered the silent figures materializing from the shadows along the palace wall. His Wolves — clad in black armor that drank the torchlight — stood in a loose formation, waiting without sound or movement, patient as death itself.

"Take care of Juliet," he said to the coachman, his voice brooking no argument. "See that her luggage is packed and ready."

"Yes, sir."

The carriage lurched forward and disappeared into the darkened street, carrying with it the muffled sound of Juliet calling his name one final time.

Lennox watched it go.

Then he turned to his knights.

"Your Lordship." Hardin stepped forward, a shadow separating itself from shadows. "Everything is ready."

"Where is he now?"

"In a secure location. Eighth Arrondissement."

Lennox's eyes were very cold, and very calm.

"Take me to him."

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