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Forbidden Odd MelodyCh. 17: A Fox Who Runs Toward The Gun
Chapter 17

A Fox Who Runs Toward The Gun

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The laughter reached her before the men did.

Deep, satisfied, the laughter of people who have accomplished something and are pleased about it — and beneath it, the sound of Miho's body being handled, the soft weight of her shifted from the ground to a man's shoulder, the wire cut with a single practiced motion.

Sohwa did not move.

She was still kneeling where she had been when the shot rang out, her hands still extended toward the mechanism she had almost solved, and she found that the simple act of standing required a decision she had not yet made.

The man who emerged from the undergrowth was broad-shouldered, weathered, his clothing practical and dark. He looked at Miho's limp form the way a craftsman looks at a piece of completed work — with satisfaction, and a brief professional assessment of its value. Then he saw Sohwa.

"What are you doing here, girl?" His voice was not unkind, merely businesslike. "This fox is mine."

Behind him, others were emerging from between the trees. She counted them without appearing to count, her eyes moving in small, careful arcs. Twelve. Fourteen. Each with a long flintlock across his back. Each dressed in fur — thick, practical, the clothing of men who spend their working lives on cold mountains doing cold work.

"I heard her crying," Sohwa said. Her voice came out steadier than she expected. "I was passing by. I wanted to help."

"Alone? On this path?" A second man stepped forward, narrowing his eyes at her. The assessment in his gaze was different from the first man's — not hostile, but sharpened by professional suspicion. "This mountain is strange territory. The terrain alone will lose you, and there are worse things than terrain here. You shouldn't be up here without a guide."

"There's a house at the base," another added, glancing back down the slope. "Yard's kept clean. Kitchen looks lived-in. I went as far as the gate." A pause. "Didn't go further. Something felt wrong."

The first man shrugged. "Nine-tailed fox, most likely. The whole mountain has that quality." He looked at Sohwa with something closer to concern now. "You should go back down, miss. This is no place for—"

"Are you actually going to hunt the tiger?" The words came out before she had decided to say them.

A brief silence.

"That's what we're here for." The one who seemed to lead — older than the others, his beard grey at the edges, his eyes carrying the particular flatness of a man who has killed large and dangerous things for long enough that it no longer requires emotional preparation — looked at her with mild curiosity. "You've heard about it?"

"The village talks," she said.

He nodded. "Ferocious animal. Eating livestock, terrorizing the mountain. The administration doesn't send us for ordinary tigers." He said it without pride, simply as information. "This one's different. The size of the marks on those trees—" He gestured upward, and several of the men murmured in agreement. "Twenty years in this work, and I've never seen anything like it."

Sohwa looked at the claw marks on the trunks above her head. She knew those marks. She had seen them appear, year by year, climbing higher as he grew. She had never asked about them.

"The village is this way," she said. "I'll show you. We should go before the fog comes in."

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She walked ahead of them and did not let herself think.

If she thought, she would see it — the image that had been assembling itself in the back of her mind since the moment the young man at the well said *fifteen hunters, long guns, sent by the administration.* The enormous tiger surrounded, unable to move in every direction simultaneously, the shots coming from angles he couldn't cover. The fall. The blood darkening the mountain earth. The golden eyes losing their focus, the way Miho's had lost focus, that specific terrible extinguishing—

She walked faster.

"She moves quickly for a girl on a mountain path," someone said behind her, quietly, not intending her to hear.

She had extraordinary hearing.

"Strange dress for someone wandering alone," another replied.

She kept walking.

"That embroidery — that's not village work."

"And her shoes. Look at the pattern. Those are capital shoes."

"Are we sure she's—"

The fog rolled in around them as she led them higher, and in the grey of it she felt the mountain shift — the path beneath her feet one she had made herself, over years, that she could walk in complete darkness, that her body knew the way a body knows its own home. She was not leading them to the village.

She was leading them away from him.

The path curved toward the cliff edge, the long drop she had always skirted carefully, the place where the gorge opened up and the sound of water came from far below. She had been here once and had not returned. There was something in the quality of the air around it that her instincts refused, a sense of presence, of depth, of age.

"—on the right path? Wasn't the village road on the other side of the temple?"

"This fog—"

"Something's wrong. I've been on a hundred mountains and this one—"

"The girl. *Where's the girl?*"

The fog had thickened to the point where she was barely a shadow at the path's edge. She let it take her. She shed the silk jacket and the embroidered shoes — they would only slow her — and dropped to four paws as she vanished into the grey.

In fox form, the mountain was entirely different. Larger, more textured, smelling of things she had no human words for. She turned, fixed her eyes on the group of men fumbling in the fog, and launched herself.

Her claws found the lead hunter's hair before he had registered that she was moving. She hit him with the full momentum of her run, her hind paws driving into his shoulders as her front claws raked across his eyes — not to blind, just to disorient, to terrify — and the gun went off into empty air with a sound like the mountain splitting, and then she was gone again before any of them could locate a target.

The chaos was immediate and complete.

Men shouted. Guns discharged wildly into the fog. And then — she had forgotten about the gorge's edge, had been so focused on the hunters that she had miscalculated the geography slightly — several of them stumbled past the path's margin and the sound of their falling was very loud and then very distant.

She stopped at the cliff edge, breathing hard, and looked down.

The gorge below was dark and deep. Water moved through it, far down, and from the water came something else — a quality of attention, of immense and patient presence, two points of burning light appearing in the black water below.

She had felt this before. This was why she had never come back.

The enormous mouth opened in the water like a second gorge, a red cavern of impossible size, and the men still falling met it, and then the water closed again, and there was silence, and the burning eyes regarded the remaining hunters on the cliff above with an expression of mild satisfaction before sliding back beneath the surface.

The serpent. Old as the mountain. _Not the tiger — something else that lives here, something that has its own claim on this gorge and does not appreciate visitors._

She did not wait to see what the remaining hunters did with this information.

She ran.

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The moonlight found her on the open face of the cliff, and that was her mistake.

She had not thought about what she looked like. She had not, in the press of the last hour, thought about herself at all — she had thought about Miho, and the wire, and the hunters, and Dohwi, and the image of golden eyes going dark, and she had run on those thoughts without room for anything else.

But moonlight on white fox fur has a quality that stops people.

She heard them before she was three strides up the ravine — the remaining hunters, shaken loose from their fear by the sight of something they recognized and could categorize.

"A *silver fox.*"

"Look at it. Look at the *color* of it—"

"That's not natural. That's never natural."

"The skin alone — if we presented this to the lady-in-waiting—"

"The tail. You could make gloves from the tail."

She ran harder. Her paws struck rock and pushed off, her body finding the angle of the slope and moving with it, the way water finds its channel — fast, economical, trusting the mountain. She knew this face of the cliff. She had played on it as a young fox, in the early years, before Dohwi had grown large enough that staying close to him had simply become her default orientation.

She knew every handhold. Every hollow. Every place where the rock shelved out and could be used as a platform.

She did not look back.

She heard the hammer of a flintlock click into position behind her.

*If I can reach the tree line—*

The shot was a sound that remade the world briefly into a single sharp fact.

Something burned across her flank — a line of fire, present and then gone, there and then transformed into a deep stinging she did not have time to assess. She stumbled on the next stride, her left hind leg uncertain for a single terrible moment, and then the training of twenty years of running through mountain terrain took over and she found her footing again and *ran.*

The tree line was close.

Behind her, the hunters were shouting. Reloading. Deciding whether to follow into the dark forest or abandon the pursuit.

She did not slow down to find out which they chose.

She ran until the voices were gone and the mountain had swallowed all sound except her own breathing, and then she ran further, and it was only when she finally stopped — pressed against the roots of a large oak, sides heaving, the night fully dark around her — that she allowed herself to feel the wound.

It was a graze. She understood this when she examined it, sniffing carefully at her own flank with the particular concentrated attention of an animal taking stock. The bullet had caught the outer edge of her — fur and skin, nothing deeper, nothing that would slow her tomorrow. It hurt with a clean, specific honesty that she found, in the circumstances, almost clarifying.

She lay against the oak's roots and breathed.

Around her, Ikhwan was quiet. The hunters were gone — she could not hear them, could not smell them nearby, could feel in the mountain's silence the particular quality that means the threat has passed.

Dohwi was somewhere on this mountain. Moving, probably, drawn by the sounds of the guns. Looking for her, most likely, with that infallible tracking that had always found her no matter how far she ran or how cleverly she thought she had hidden.

She had led them away from him.

She had shed her human form and attacked them and revealed herself and taken a bullet's graze across her flank, and she had led them away from him, and she had not made a single conscious decision to do any of it. Her body had simply known, the way her body always knew the important things before her mind was willing to admit them — the way it had known the mountain paths in the dark, the way it had known the gorge's edge, the way it had known, apparently for longer than she had been paying attention, exactly what she would and would not be able to survive losing.

A sauce bowl, she thought, pressing her nose against the oak's root and smelling the cold earth.

The ocean kept finding her anyway.

Somewhere further up the mountain, she heard the sound of something large moving through the forest without any concern for concealment — the confident, unhurried movement of something that is not afraid of what it might encounter, that is in fact looking for a specific thing and will not stop until it finds it.

Sohwa closed her eyes.

She was still there, at the base of the oak, when he found her.

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