Part 1 “Behind the blue-gray fog”
- Answer me. Will you do it or not?
Tilia's voice trembled slightly. The fist, with protruding white knuckles, was clenched tightly, as if she was trying to suppress the trembling, but could not control her voice, which cracked at the end.
- Tell me quickly. I need to make a decision.
Sunlight filtered down in fragments through the leaves. Under the shade of a tree, where scattered light penetrated here and there, Ilex Davenport, reclining on a bench, slowly looked up. His gray-blue eyes, open under long eyelashes, were as cloudy and beautiful as glass marbles thrown on a playground.
As if the sudden sunlight was too bright, his perfectly balanced face frowned slightly. Однако солнечные лучи, казалось, не хотели покидать его лицо, которое напоминало их самих. Прямой луч света подчеркивал его взъерошенные светлые волосы, его утонченный нос и линию подбородка, завершающую безупречную картину.
For a moment there was only a meaningless exchange of glances in silence.
“Why doesn’t he answer?”
While Ilex lazily leaned his elbows on the bench, looking at the girl who had made such an obscene request, Tilia’s insides were burning, like a fish thrown onto land.
"I need to find someone else."
Just as she was about to turn around and leave quickly, a quiet voice, as if speaking underwater, made her stop.
- If I don't sleep with you.
His unexpected words grabbed her by the legs.
-Are you going to sleep with someone else?
Beautiful lips uttered a phrase that she did not expect.
- What?
Tilia stared at him in disbelief, unsure if she had heard him correctly.
- If I don't do this, are you going to tumble around with another bastard?
Did she hear wrong? But no, he kindly repeated it in even more understandable words.
“If I don’t do this, will you sleep with another bastard?”
Tilia bit her red lips as she turned her head to the side. Looking at her from below, Ilex's eyes narrowed in the same way as when looking at the sun.
- Yes.
Tilia, not noticing the expression on his face, belatedly turned her head and answered:
- I'll contact another guy.
Her statement sounded almost solemn.
At her words, his previously calm face finally showed signs of change. Like a person who truly understood the meaning of clear skies, it was only after the storm hit that Tilia suddenly noticed that Ilex had maintained a certain calm until that moment.
Like thin paper absorbing paint, his gray-blue eyes instantly filled with an incomprehensible feeling.
- Is that how it is?
His lips smiled, but his face was far from joyful.
“Then I think we should sleep together.”
His light tone belied the weight of his words.
Davenport, who had confused her by the contradiction between his gentle voice and the sharp gleam in his eyes, slowly rose from his seat. As he stood up, a certain image flashed through her mind.
Uninhabited forest. Черная змея, медленно выползающая из темной сырой пещеры. A venomous snake raising its head and preparing to strike.
It was only when the man sitting on the low bench stood up that Tilia realized how big he really was. Ilex Davenport was extremely tall and strong. Standing before him, she felt trapped in the shadow of a towering wall, and Tilia felt a primal sense of danger.
Can she really use him as a tool? Will she be able to discard it at her convenience, after using it as she pleases?
- Sleep with me.
Ilex caught her before she could instinctively take a step back. Under his cold blue-gray gaze, a crooked smile played on his lips.
- You can't let the other guy have all the fun.
Unconsciously, Tilia hid her sweaty palms behind her back. To solve her problem, she needed to sleep with someone. And at that moment there was no better option than this guy.
So why?
Even though she had chosen him out of necessity, she couldn't shake the feeling that she was somehow trapped.
As the sunlight poured down on Ilex Davenport standing in front of her, he whispered softly under the dazzling sky:
- I've been wanting to sleep with you for a long time.
***
The curtains in Ilex's room didn't completely block out the sunlight. Under the dim light penetrating through them, their hot breaths mingled.
It was hot. No, even more, burning. No, it felt like you were about to burn.
The strong body of the man pressed against her radiated heat as if he had a furnace inside him, causing Tilia to shudder from the heat.
- W-wait
Tilia's shaky voice came out as she instinctively pressed herself against his broad shoulders, overwhelmed by the pressure pushing deeper inside her.
Just moments ago she had wrapped her legs around his strong waist, begging for more, but now she was overcome with sudden fear. What if it goes in too deep? What if her body can't handle it and she breaks from the inside? This absurd thought flashed through her head.
She desperately clung to his sweaty shoulders, feeling his breath, hot and ragged, touching her ear. But his patience was wearing thin. Cursing quietly, the man finally penetrated her tight hole.
“It’s okay,” he mumbled, his words slurred as he bit her trembling nipple, offering mindless reassurance, “everything will be fine from now on.”
With this whisper, his fingers twisted her swollen nipple, mixing pain with pleasure. Tilia couldn't tell which sensation was stronger. It was as if her brain had turned to mush, unable to form even a fleeting thought.
Пока ее внутренности безжалостно опустошались волнами ощущений, Тилия почувствовала, как ее рассудок снова ускользает.
- You didn’t know, right?
His deep voice pierced the haze, reaching her just as her hips began to tremble uncontrollably.
“You didn’t know you’d end up doing something like that to me, did you?”
His hand slid slowly over her trembling waist, his tone playful, like a child telling a bedtime story. The teasing sound of his voice made her open her eyes, and through her blurry, tear-filled vision, she saw his disheveled face.
Unlike before, Ilex's gaze was now relaxed, full of mischief. He seemed too casual compared to her, who could barely control her body, which was completely at his mercy.
- You understand?
Something stirred in her chest at his attitude. But, as always, instead of bursting into tears, Tilia chose to attack him with poisonous words.
“Did you ever think that I would do something so disgusting to you?”
Her words, laced with malice, wiped the smug smile from Ilex's face. The carefree expression he wore crumbled and his eyes darkened.
- Agh!
Before Tilia could feel any satisfaction, her body turned half a turn, and the sudden movement caused a jolt. While he was still inside her, every movement of her body intensified the already unbearable sensation inside her.
But this was not the end. As she lay face down like a frog, he began to thrust even deeper, his invasion more intense than before.
- You said that you inserted it all...
- Me?
Lightly pressing her wrist down, Ilex let out a chuckle.
- When did I say that?
With that devilish grin, his thick cock pushed deeper, cutting her flesh in places it shouldn't have gone.
- Stop, stop...!
- And that's not all.
Ilex captured her with his entire body, leaving no way to escape. She felt like a fish caught in a net, helpless and suffocating. Only then did she understand that he, to some extent, was attentive to her.
- Please stop.
Her voice, barely audible as a whimper, carried nothing of the old anger. Now all that's left is a desperate plea for mercy.
Slipping his thick thigh between her trembling legs, Ilex set a brutal rhythm. Pleasure struck her like lightning, consuming her entire body. His vision turned white, flickering as if a storm had broken out. She clung to the soft sheets like a life preserver, but they were torn away when his lips pressed roughly against hers. Calloused fingers intertwined with hers, their sweat-damp hands intertwined.
He whispered quietly:
- I knew it.
His unreadable face appeared through blurred vision. It was neither anger, nor joy, nor indifference. It was something she couldn't decipher.
- I knew from the very beginning. You and I... we were always meant to come to this.
The thought flashed through that his voice sounded strangely wet. Before she knew it, he began thrusting into her like a stallion, pushing her deeper into the mattress.
- Aah...!
Every nerve in her body was on fire as her inner walls were mercilessly stretched and ground. Her mouth opened from the overwhelming pleasure, and she drooled like an idiot. The last thing she remembered was futile attempts to push away Ilex Davenport, who was happily licking her saliva.
After this, Tilia lost consciousness.